Sometimes, it feels like life is a bit much. Everyone has expectations about what we should or should not do, how we should or should not live, and what we should or should not do as a career.
Sometimes, it feels like there is not any place where one can do what they want to do. It feels like everything is about doing what you HAVE to do.
Sometimes, you need to take a time out. Go and spend a night in a hotel or B & B, and use the time to think things through.